I have been officially writing on this blog for 1 year today! It is said that a lot can change in a year. My life is living proof! Over the year that I have blogging, so much has happened. Just from a blogging perspective, a lot changed once I made the decision to start sharing more of myself and my story with other people this way. I think the biggest thing I learned is that my story is a powerful one that can inspire others on their own journeys. The other thing I learned is that we can truly rewrite our stories if the old version is causing us strife or disempowering us.
It is a very humbling thing to have someone read your first blog post and reach out to you saying that your post gave them hope on a day when they were feeling suicidal. I decided then that if my writing did no more than give that one person hope on their own journey, it would be enough. Through this blog, I have reconnected with old friends, reconnected with family, and made new friends.
Prior to starting this blog, only those closest to me really knew my story. Because of my depression, struggles in my marriage, and illness, I kept a lot to myself. I now see that I was sort of holding myself captive by staying so closed in. I am a Gemini and a communicator by nature, and to be otherwise makes me feel a discord with myself at the soul level. Writing here has opened me up in ways that I had really been craving, both with myself and with other people. I have found that opening myself up to this level of vulnerability and authenticity here has also opened me up in the same way in real life. There’s a lot of power in sharing, because you no longer feel like you have anything to hide. You realize that more often than not, people reach out to you commiserating and saying they’ve felt the same way. You realize that all you have kept inside was nothing to be ashamed of and in fact, by sharing all of it, you can help a lot of other people navigate their own lives.
I thank all of you who have been reading along on this journey of mine! I now have 50 subscribers to this blog who receive a notification every time I publish a new post. Thank you all for subscribing! It lets me know that my words are resonating and not just falling silent once I press the publish button. In 1 year, I have had 1,047 visitors to my site. I have had 2,214 blog views. In 1 year, my blog has been viewed from the US, United Kingdom, Canada, Australia, India, Philippines, Sweden, Ireland, Serbia, Netherlands, Romania, Singapore, Hong Kong (China), United Arab Emirates, Costa Rica, Botswana, Japan, Russia, Belgium, New Zealand, Italy, Trinidad and Tobago, Taiwan, Croatia, Brunei, South Africa, Turkey, Puerto Rico, Greece, Spain, Denmark, Germany, Nepal, Austria, Monaco, Nigeria, Ukraine, Thailand, and Switzerland!! The internet has really connected us all more than we normally even consider in our day to day lives. How amazing that my words can be read in so many different places all over the world?! Thank you to everyone who has read my words near and far, I hope that they inspire you in some way.
If you would have told me last year this time what my life would look like a year from then, I would not have believed you at all! Absolutely everything has shifted for the positive in my life! At the beginning of the year, as I had been dealing with negative health effects of the stress of my job for a while, I had an inspired idea that left me unable to sleep. On thinking of what would make 2018 my best year ever, I thought that it would be epic to quit my job, start my own healing business, and travel to Australia (my life-long dream destination) and Hawaii all in the same summer!!
Friends, since May, I have done all of those things! I am amazed at the unfolding of my life! I couldn’t be more grateful for all that I have experienced this year, and for the fact that I still have 5 MORE MONTHS of this year still to go! I see the divine hand that has led me on this path and it has been even better than I could have imagined because of the added bonus of growth and insight that has come from my experiences.
We usually walk around feeling very stuck in our lives. We think we can’t leave jobs because we’re worried our business won’t work out, so we usually don’t even try. We say we can’t travel because we don’t have the money. We give ourselves one good vacation a year, because it’s like a weird, general social norm in the US to work more than we play. Everything is still evolving for me on this new path, but just the feeling I have to be so connected with my higher self on a daily basis has been worth it. Let alone the amazing places I’ve seen and the people I have met. Australia you guys. Wow. I am in real love with that place! I plan to post more about it, including a slideshow of my pictures, but so far, I’m mostly still at a loss for words for that experience. My sister and I were able to have our first family vacation together with our families in Hawaii. I spent much-needed time meeting, and then snuggling with my baby niece. Plus, tons of snorkeling! My son got to snorkel in the ocean for the first time. I saw a few sea turtles, an eel, dolphins plus thousands of tropical fish! Ah, I could get used to having at least two epic vacations a year!
I’m in a place of trust and it’s causing me to release all of my old doubts about myself, my old beliefs about what is possible in life, and my old beliefs about lack just to name a few. I’ve gotten more committed to meditating and checking in with my higher self about every decision from what I eat to what I do. I have had so many inspired ideas come to me in the time since returning from Hawaii. Following through on those ideas is connecting me with more amazing people and opportunities. I’m looking at life in a whole new way that has given me a sort of freedom that I have never experienced before.
Life is truly is what we make it. If we want more adventure, we’ve got to look for ways to incorporate more adventure. If we want more travel, we need to travel. If we want better health, we need to start meditating daily and connecting with our higher selves, so that we can follow the guidance from within needed to heal ourselves. Drown out the outside influences of your life that make you neglect to listen to your own intuition. Turn off your TV, stop listening to people who haven’t been living their dreams, stop letting outside people and things influence you more than your own heart. When you connect with yourself in this way, you will find amazing ideas, people, situations, and opportunities begin to appear in your life in perfect timing! I have had so many things happen in the last week and a half that I can’t keep up with it all as far as writing it all down to share. I see how every seemingly little thing is by design and it’s really beautiful!
I’ll share an example. One of the things I have written and read aloud every day since a workshop hosted by Jake Ducey that I attended in November as part of my larger Chief Aim is “I am a part of a thriving community of healers and artists.” Earlier this week, I got the inspired idea to create a gift basket focused around “Healing Arts” for the Center for Spiritual Living’s annual fundraiser this year. My idea is that the basket will showcase the work of various healers and artists in my town, so that people will realize what is available to them right here. I am donating a Distance Reiki session to the basket, and after several contacts, I have secured multiple gift certificates for various forms of healing including Reiki, Sound Healing, and a How to Create Sacred Space & Crystal Grid Manifesting session, a painting, and a cool pyramid made of shungite that is a very healing stone. In two days, I reached out, connected with, and met several new people, and learned about new healing modalities offered in my area. This is how life can work when we are in the flow. Our inspired ideas (the ones where you get excited to your core) happen on purpose!! When you start following them like I have been doing, they lead to amazing things for you and others around you! They even help you manifest your desires! In my experience, inspired ideas lead to all that I am seeking to manifest in my life and more! Whoever wins this basket is in for a serious treat!!
On this journey I am on, I would get nowhere if I compared myself or my journey to others, because they are not me. Even when our journeys look similar, they are not the same, and they are not meant to be the same. We are all here to shine the light that WE have, not dim our lights, or try to blend our lights in with everyone else’s. I understand that conformity was once an act of survival, but at this level of the game, conformity is killing us all slowly. The key to this game is to live our joy, so that we can match the frequency of all that we wish to manifest. I know that life can discourage us, especially when the energy is such that is bringing our old patterns and beliefs and anxieties back to the surface for healing. Even in such time, we are all being taken care of completely. You will know that you are aligned with your higher self when your thoughts and words start showing up as things and people in your reality.
Once you find a way to tap into that magic, life glows like it’s radioactive.
I’m living it right now! We each have something we came here to do. What did you come here to do? Are you doing it? Are you working towards doing it? What is stopping you?
I am starting a meeting group locally centered around the book “The Surrender Experiment” by Michael Singer. My idea is that everyone who comes to the meetings will have read the book and are willing to surrender to the flow of life more. I will share my story and ways that I have surrendered and what that has created in my life. After that, we will meet on a weekly basis to discuss what has shown up for us in our lives and how we have flowed with it and what doors that has opened for us.
I just had the idea that it could be really fun to coach people in this way! It could take place via phone and I would share more details about how I do this and what has shown up for me, and I could provide individualized support for you as you begin to allow more flow in your life. You don’t have to change every area of your life to live this way. Even focusing on one area where you’re currently dissatisfied would make a huge impact. My coaching would mean 1:1 support, as well as all of my intuitive insights about you and your journey that I receive during the time that we work together. If this resonates with you, please read the book, and reach out to me at email@example.com! I’d also love to hear from people who are currently living this way! Please leave comments down below!
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